On Instagram, I’ve mentioned the loss of my baby boy Noël. I’ve lost Noël in September 2019. This is the first time I’m mentioning it on my blog. I’ve been more spiritual since then what helps me ease the almost unbearable pain mentally and physically. Rituals/spirituality are the subjects that have a number 3 position when I asked the question on Instagram stories: what subject would you like me to post more about? That’s why I start a blog post about the subjects ‘Rituals/spirituality’ with Palo Santo also known as ‘Holy Wood’.